im breaking down, falling apart and theres nothing i can do to stop it
in my head no one cares, so everytime someone shows that they do,
i feel like they shouldnt, so i try and push them away,
try and make them understand im nothing special, nothing to care about
just a waste of space, just something that is broken and can never be fixed again
I should just end it now, save people the displeasure of having to put up with me,
having to say the care about me and that they actually do care what happens to me,
but when i need them most, no ones ever there, never
so it will be a whole lot better if im not here to fuck anyones life up anym